wow i really dont know what to say to anything that is going on in my life right now... you know its quit dumb how people try to play with the words that THEY said to make you look like the bad guy... you know what im used to it... let me tell ya... i love being everyones scapgoat... i wake up every morning put my big girl pants on look at myself... and say "ready for the bull shit that everyone is going to feed you today?"

i walk in to school and the first thing out of someones mouth... isnt the normal hey whats up... i mean god forbid anyone to be normal... no i get... what the fuck is wrong with you?! or... why the fuck are you upset??


i go home... i get fucking attitude from everyone... or oh i love the bull shit that i have been getting the past couple nights...

you know its really sad that the one person that you thought that you could go to for anything is gone now... ugg.. can you tell that i have adhd yet? i dont know... my life sucks... this week has sucked big time... and i dont think that next week will be any better...


oh... and just so you dont forget...
everything is always my fault.




one your like a dream come true
two just wanna be with you
three girl its plan to see that your the only one for me
four repeat step one through three
five make you fall in love with me
if every i believe my work is done.. then ill start back at one.